I am sort of confused in taking a certain decision which will affect my life and others too. Sometimes I just ignore thinking about it, but then other times I feel it necessary to be done. I am not selfish to only think about my self or what’s best for me, but I am fed up and I need to do something to change. This idea is not quite a new one, I’ve been thinking about it for more than 10 years and everytime, someone interferes and advise me to quit thinking about it for the sake of others. I withheld it for a long time now, but can’t any longer.