أنة

يعني ايه أنة

أنة دي جدتي الله يرحمها

أنة دي امي اللي ربتني

أنة يعني الدفئ والحب والحنية والعطاء والاحتواء والحضن والقلب الكبير والام والاخت والعراقة والاصل واللمة الحلوة اللي في بيتها

مافيش زي أنة

مافيش حضن زي حضنها

مافيش حب اد حبها ليا

وحشاني يا أنة

ووحشاني ايامي معاكي

وحشاني حياتي ودنيتي وانا في بيتك

ياما نفسي ترجع الايام وافضل معاكي

وماكنتش سييتك ابدا

حبيبتي يا أنة

وحشاااااااني

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Place attachment

Maybe I wrote before about my place attachments whether it’s a house, car or even a job. But today it’s not about me.

I was visiting my parents in New Giza in their new home. The place is really nice, greenery all around them, spacious, clean, quiet, secured, with all facilities and great decent neighbors. One can never ask for more. I myself love it and would love to go and live there. However, my father is not happy at all. I thought maybe because he is still not used to it. And it’s true for some reason and maybe cause he has Alzheimer’s so it’s worse, I can’t really tell. However I was speaking with him today and he kept on talking and talking for more than an hour trying to express himself as he is not as fluent as before. He gets mixed up and confused with words and sentences. He can’t say a full sentence now without being interrupted with another thought or so. I don’t really get it but however I managed to understand what he wanted to say. Do u imagine that he misses the noise and the crowd of Mohandesin. He doesn’t like the quietness, the slow rhythm. The nice things that people dream of. Maybe because he spent all his life in a crowded area, maybe because he is bored, maybe because he is sick and feeling lonely, maybe because he can’t drive anymore and can’t go anywhere else. Lots of probabilities but at the end he is like me or to be more precise I am like him and we get attached to places.

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Injuries

So last month I got injured in my right foot while I was in the gym. I didn’t notice anything nor did I feel any pain on that day but the following day I was really hurt. I couldn’t stand on my feet it was really bad and I didn’t know the reason. My husband said it might be Uric Acid and gave me a medicine and some cream to apply but it remained like that for two days so I went to the lab for blood test and X-ray. No it wasn’t the uric acid and the X-ray didn’t really show anything. However I wasn’t feeling good and I was so worried so I went to the doctor who immediately asked me if I was injured before in the same foot. And the answer was yes. That was six years ago and it was awful. So it seems that it is weakened and will never be the same as before. I took my medication for ten days with some exercises at home but no work. I stopped my business for two weeks. Now I’m much better but I’m taking it as easy as I can. However, there’s another injury in the family. My mom. She fell and broke her back and now she’s in pain and can’t move freely. My sister and I go to her and help her a bit. It must be an evil eye 👀

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كنت رياضية

زمان وانا صغيرة كنت رياضية ايوة والله ما تستغربوش اوي كدة وماتبصوش علي جسمي وهيئتي دلوقتي. انا عارفة ان شكلي حاليا مايبينش اني عمري ما لعبت رياضة او حتي اتمشيت في تراك. ما علينا بس انا فعلا ابتديت بسباحة بس مافلحتش علشان نفسي كان قصير بس اتجهت لحاجة تانية. لعبت باليه من وانا 5 سنين تقريبا او 6 وفعلا حبيته ولقيت نفسي فيه وكان في مرة حفلة علي مسرح نجيب الريحاني وشاركت فيها وكنت اول واحدة علي خشبة المسرح ودة لان مدربتنا شافت اني شاطرة ومتقنة الوقفة وكملت في الباليه مع المدرسة وبعدها كمان رحت اخد حصص عند انجي الصلح ودي طبعا غنية عن التعريف وواظبت معاها سنين لغاية لما في يوم من الايام اترشحت اني اطلع علي مسرح الجامعة الامريكية ضمن الفريق بتاعها وكنت في شدة الحماس والسعادة وقعدت احلم باليوم دة ولكن الصدمة كانت كبيرة لما بابايا اعترض علي الفكرة وقال لا انتي كبرتي علي انك تطلعي علي مسرح بلبس زي المايوه ومنعني عن الحفلة ومن ساعتها بطلت باليه. بعدها حاولت العب سكواش لكن كان بالنسبالي متعب وكله جري وانا علشان نفسي القصير مانفعش معايا لكن بابايا شجعني العب تنس وراح معايا واشترينا مضرب وكور ولبس للتنس وفعلا رحت اتدربت في نادي الجزيرة وفضلت مع كابتن محمد تقريبا سنة لكن مافلحتش برضه. حسيت انها مش لعبتي واني مجرد بتمرن لكن مش متقناها. بعد كدة بفترة اتجهت لكلاسات الايروبكس في نادي الصيد وكانت بالنسبالي اهي حاجة اتنطط فيها وخلاص ومنها رياضة ومنها اسمع اغاني حلوة. حاكم دي هوايتي التانية سماع الاغاني ومش بس سماعها لكن كتابة كلمات اغاني كمان. ما علينا سيبكم من الكتابة دلوقتي لاني بحبها والدليل اهو اني باكتب مذكراتي 😊 وخلينا حاليا في الرياضة. وبعدين دخلت الجامعة وبطلت كل حاجة غير احيانا كنت باتمشي في تراك النادي كل فين وفين. لكن الحق يتقال انا كان جسمي متناسق لغاية العشرينات وكنت رشيقة ورياضية وكنت بالبس اللي نفسي فيه كله مش زي دلوقتي خالص. انا حاليا للاسف وزني زاد واعرضيت جدا والهدوم بقت شكلها وحش عليا. قوم ايه بقة! قررت العب رياضة تاني واللي شجعني ابني حبيبي لانه ما شاء الله عليه محافظ علي جسمه وبيلعب حديد وبيروح الچيم اللي في نادي بلاتينم لاننا اشتركنا في النادي لما سكننا في التجمع. ابتديت بالفعل اروح معاه وهو كان بيرشدني العب انهي جهاز والمدة وكدة. وانبسطت اوي اول اسبوع واتشجعت وخلاص انمدجت في دور الرياضية من جديد وجبت لنفسي جزمة رياضية حلوة نيو بالانس وابتديت اتمرن معاه لغاية لما جا يوم ودة اللي هو انهاردة وكنت هناك في الچيم وبامشي علي التريدميل ومبسوطة بنفسي وحاسة نفسي خفيفة ولطيفة وجنبي واحدة تقريبا في العشرينات ومشغلة اغاني من علي الموبايل وانا مستمتعة معاها جدا لانها نفس الاغاني اللي باسمعها مع ولادي واذ بي افووووجئ بيها بتقولي هو يا طنط انتي متضايقة من الاغاني او صوتها عالي؟؟؟؟ ايه نعم؟ كلمة طنط نزلت عليا كالصاعقة انا عارفة طبعا ان سني مش صغير بس فجأة شريط ذكرياتي مشي من قدام عيني وسالت نفسي هو مش انا كنت في يوم زيها؟ والله دة كان زي اول امبارح. ازاي؟ هي السنين بتجري بسرعة البرق كدة ليه؟ هو انا عجزت ولا شكلي كبير؟ هي مش شايفة اني رياضية زيي زيها؟؟؟؟!!!!

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Worst Summer

I know that every summer something happens and ruins the vacation but to some extent it turns out to a Not so bad after all. However this year it was really the worst summer ever.

I was so looking forward to going to Sahel and spend almost three months there with friends, family and of course my dear neighbors. Well, we went there and didn’t feel the summer vibes the first month at all and then I thought to myself maybe people will start coming next month and stay till Eid. What happened was that I didn’t see my friends as most of them came only for the weekends and of course spent it with their families. As for my family, unfortunately I had a terrible fight with my sister and mother and that ruined our vacation together. Now comes the part where I enjoy hanging out with my neighbors but so many incidents happened; some fights with my husband in front of them and some health problems to one of them which made them on and off to Cairo for doctor visits. And to top all this, there were two deaths in between which made us also on and off.

In addition to that my neighbor,  friend,  family member Mimi was hospitalized and they don’t know what is the case exactly but she’s almost in coma. I can’t believe it till now.  I don’t know what’s going on.  I visited her twice but she’s not aware and shes in the Intensive care. I can’t imagine if anything bad happens to her.  She’s like another mother to me.  I love her endlessly. I keep praying to God to get better inshallah.

Last but not least my daughter found out that her friend was an adopted child and ever since then her friend is not talking to anyone. To tell u the truth, I’m so sorry for her and want to help or talk with her and try to ease her but don’t know how or if I go for it or will this make it worse. For the first time I’m puzzled and don’t know what to do. Any advice???

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Lost

Have u ever felt that you are lost? Not knowing what to do? Trying to figure out how to act or deal with something that you can’t stand any longer? This happened to me today. I felt lost. I kept roaming in the streets for eight full hours trying to think but my brain was blocked. I couldn’t figure out what to do and just kept on driving and then walking and wondering for hours. Until now I’m not sure how will I get out of this situation. Hope I’ll figure out something by the morning

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