There are so many kinds of people. Not all the same. We can’t even divide them into males and females. It’s not a matter of genres. It’s how every single person has his own way of thinking or beliefs. You can’t change anyone to your liking. You just have to know the friend, brother, husband, manager, lover or anyone you r dealing with and take him as he is or try to cope with him if you have to OR otherwise cut it short and run if you don’t like his character. I don’t want to get into personal problems here that I face with close people but this is what I concluded. There are different people and we can decide whether we should deal with them or cut it short from the start not to end up in a horrible relationship.
I’m not sure when was the last time to post here but it’s been ages. I even forgot that I used to blog, don’t misjudge me but this is not the only thing that I forgot about or to be precise I need to replace the word “forgot” it’s just that I’ve been too busy lately and I dropped a lot of my old habits. It’s not that I like dropping them but it’s because I have no time literally. I sleep only 4 hours a day maximum 5 if I have the chance. My kids tell me that I’m devoted to my new business more than anything else. Well it all started all of a sudden. Some of you know that I was running a small home business foe healthy treats. Guess what? My business has turned up to another level and I’m catering Now. I’m doing homemade meals and now that we r in Ramadan it’s nonstop mash Allah. I just felt that I owe my readers an explanation why I’m not here anymore and I promise that I will show up whenever I can. Wish me more luck and success. Thank you in advance and if you are in Egypt, try my meals 😊 @mocucina
My friend Reem just died. She was my friend from college. We spent so much time together during those four years. We studied together, hung out together, attended engagement parties together until we graduated and she came to my wedding and she was really happy for me and danced all night to please me as I thought that my school friends were not so ready to party. I didn’t see her a lot since then and especially that we moved to Kuwait for 13 years, but I used to meet her almost occasionally at a certain event at the club. I got to know that she had a deceased son and she was so calm and handled it with faith. I thought I would hear the news one day that her son is dead but not her. I asked how she died and it was a shock to me that she suffered from cancer lately. She was so kind and caring. I will miss u my friend.
كل واحد بيعيش حياته بالطريقة اللي تريحه. مافيش حد زي التاني حتي لو كانوا اخوات او اصحاب. كل شخصية مستقلة بذاتها مهما اتفقوا في بعض النقاط. مش كل الناس بتحب السهر ومش الكل بيحب يصحي بدري مع ان احيانا بيضطروا. ولا كل الناس بتحب الرياضة وفي ناس بتحب الخروج وناس تفضل المكوث في البيت. انا كنت فاكرة ان الموضوع مرتبط بالسن يعني مثلا ان كل الشباب بيحبوا الخروج والفسح والنط والسفر والسهر وهكذا ولكن اتضح لي ان السن مالوش دعوة ولا حتي المستوي الاجتماعي او الثقافي او المادي لهم دخل. كل واحد بيعيش زي ما يريحه وبطريقته ولو حاول يقلد غيره هيتعب.
Over a month ago, my son was driving my car and had a terrible accident. Of course I know that it is quite possible for a young man who just started driving to have an accident and I guess all beginners do, but I never thought it would be that bad. Thank God he is OK but my car is ruined. It’s been five weeks now at the mechanics and they are still working and fixing it. Not to mention the amount of money I paid till now and how my husband is pissed off, but I’m the one who is suffering. I’m a prisoner at home and I can’t do both personal or work errands. I’m jobless and I think that even whenever I get my car back I won’t have work anymore. I was supposed to deliver my products last month to some markets and I didn’t. No one will rely on my word again. I feel awful and my husband can’t handle the kids outings and lessons. He’s not used to driving back and forth like I do. He knows that I’m stuck and never offered to drive me to those markets to deliver my late orders. On the contrary, he stayed a lot at home this past month cause he was tired and exhausted. We are both under stress. I feel bad without a car and I’m too far from the markets and from my family as well. I haven’t seen my parents for two months. Now my Kuwaiti friend Adam is coming next week and I don’t know what am I going to do. First I won’t be able to fetch her from the airport plus I won’t be able to see her everyday. Oooof such a terrible feeling such a terrible situation. Hope I get back my car this week.
Sitting back here on this comfortable bamboo chair in my balcony sipping my tea with a cigarette in my hand and seeing some smoke not sure if its from the cig or tea or the smoke of fear. I just stood there as relaxed as possible but only physically but not mentally at all. This thought came into my mind “am I really getting old?” I’m not afraid of getting old cause years passing are just numbers I’m counting but deep inside I’m so alive, energetic, loving life and going out and learning and experimenting and reading, etc…. I love Life.
However I was just thinking that now I’m sitting here all alone enjoying the lovely weather but alone. Where are my children? Where is my husband? Where are my friends? Well, the answer is that I spent all my life just for them. Now my children are not kids anymore. Each of them has his life now. My son got into college and living with his Grand parents cause they are closer to his University. My daughter is always with her friends, not strange at all as she reminds me of myself when I was her age. As for my husband, he comes back home from work late enough to have dinner and just sleep or watch TV for an hour and then sleep. No social life. I can’t reach my friends cause Im too far away from them and they dont want to hang out here in tagamo3 and I can go to them but my timing doesnt suit them unfortunately. So I was fearing that this will be my days till the end, just sitting here alone forever.